Hive Blockchain By Caelum1infernum

I'm tired. Body beaten, soul exhausted. The mind is weary. Eyes full of life, but hidden sadness behind them. Unimaginable pain has been endured, but no one knows them—only me and my mind have been through it. Me and me. Alone. The suffering has never been whispered to others. Everything is kept secret. In my mind. No one can see it. No one can touch it. No one can even smell it. It will be kept unseen, untouchable, and concealed forever. All that hardship will die with me when they bury me six feet under. Only God can tell you my sorrow. I will not utter a word. You have to find out through God Himself. --- I wrote this on Hive https://peakd.com/aliveandthriving/@caelum1infernum/eyes-full-of-life-soul-full-of-scars-by-caelum1infernum

  I burned your photograph to forget all about you. All the memories we shared—gone in an instant. The hugs and kisses turned to ashes. Ashes of you remain, but you’re no longer mine. It’s time to let go. My wish was granted by the stars above, And then I realized—I never loved you. Any of you. I am incapable of love. No heartache. No pain. Just emptiness inside. It’s quite a relief, Because where there is no pain, There are no regrets. I can keep living without looking back. Even though you caused so much pain, I should have known better. You’re nothing to me. So much time and money wasted on nothing— Because you were nothing to begin with.

Infernal Pulse Lyrics by Caelum1Infernum [Verse 1] The sun dips low, the sky turns grey The ocean hums, it whispers stay The air is thick with calm so sweet A chill that dances through the beat [Chorus] Drift away now, lose all time Ride the wave, feel the climb Soft layers wrap this state so kind We’re living in a chill state of mind [Verse 2] The bassline smooth, it pulls us in A gentle pulse beneath the skin The world dissolves, it fades away In deep we go, where we will stay [Chorus] Drift away now, lose all time Ride the wave, feel the climb Soft layers wrap this state so kind We’re living in a chill state of mind [Bridge] Feel the synths, they breathe and flow A quiet storm, a subtle glow In every note a secret lies A universe behind closed eyes [Chorus] Drift away now, lose all time Ride the wave, feel the climb Soft layers wrap this state so kind We’re living in a chill state of mind --- My first track is finally here. Infernal Pulse — dark, deep, and pure energy. Let me know w...

  It's so heavy and hard to breathe. I'm losing hope, losing life. My spirit is out of my body—an empty, strong shell left behind. So many people want me, but I don't want them. They're all so far away, with honeyed lips calling me, offering their bodies. But we all know it's a trap— They suck the energy out of you with their lying mouths. They say they have hard lives, Yet travel daily, wine and dine themselves, While I sit here under the sun, trying to carve a new path for myself. Oh life... They say you need to be scared of ghosts, But the real ghosts and monsters are humans. Backstabbing, lying little shits— Smiling in front of you, but bitching about you behind your back. We wonder why we never upgrade ourselves. How do we, when everyone around us is jealous of what we have, Yet no one talks about how hard it was to get there? Everyone leaves the moment you have nothing. Everyone becomes your best friend when you have eve...

"The Way I Love You" by Caelum1Infernum I don’t just kiss you— I devour the silence between your breaths. Every graze of your hand? Feels like the universe slowing down just to watch us. I light candles, not for romance— but to burn away the world, until it’s just us— naked in soul, in skin, in truth. I want you to feel it, not just my touch— but my acceptance . You, in all your scars and chaos, are my calm. When you speak, I don’t just listen— I dive into your voice, like it’s the first sound after drowning. We explore, not like strangers lost in lust, but like lovers searching for home inside each other’s bones. Soft music, your fingers, my shivers, your breath— it’s art. I don’t fake love. I live it. Loud. Honest. Raw. Because that’s how you deserve to be loved. And when I say I’m yours, it’s not a promise— it’s a vow etched into every heartbeat that pounds your name when I touch you back.

  Again by Caelum1Infernum I would. Love to kiss you again. No rush—just lips that remember. I would love to touch you again, Fingertips tracing skin I still crave. I would love to make love with you again. Not just the act. The way our pain disappeared. The way we spoke without words. I would. Love to hold you again. Arms that once made you feel safe, Still open. Still waiting. My wife— You're everything I ever wanted. And still do.